Episode 8:
PLEASE ANSWER THESE IN YOUR DIARY ROOM AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!!
1) How do you feel about how you did in the challenge?
I did awful. These challenges give me nothing to play with. I'm stuck in this game in every way possible: I can't make any moves strategically, because Jason, Eric, and Bill are so tight and have so many of those stupid Hidden Immunity Idols saved up that they don't need anyone else. They will be the final three, and they know it. They're cocky and annoying, and no one can say anything, because they're the only ones who have the right to be. Furthermore, Jacob basically has me in the palm of his hand, because he's pretty much the only person who talks to me on IM aside from Jessica, who I can't trust, because I know her so well personally...I have to walk on eggshells, because I don't know what she knows. I also can't tell Jacob that I talk to Jessica, because Jessica doesn't really want to talk to anyone on IM. Then there's mysterious Bella who only pops in and out for info on the vote. I have no room to move in this game...even when I was voted out of a crappy situation, I got voted right back in. Gimme a challenge that relies solely on me, and not on the judgment of others, and I promise you I'll win. These people know that. And because they know it, they'll probably vote me out this round...the way things are going, I can't even be upset about it. I'm like a prisoner just waiting to die...
2) What are your thoughts on the results of this challenge?
It sucks. Two more Individual Immunities in the original Bon Temps' pockets. Am I surprised? No. This game was practically built to end this way. Either they were going to dominate or we were...
3) What do you think about the game thus far?
It's been nothing but a pain in the ass since I was voted back in. At least before I was voted out I had hope.
4) What do you think about the other members of your tribe?
Same as last time. Nothing changes. I don't even know how to contact the old Bon Tempers, and Jacob's the only one who talks to me aside from Jessica who I talk to anyway regardless of the game.