Michael M's Diary - Episode 6

That was a crazy tribal council. Without any immunities, and knowing we threw the challenge it was really important that it was worth it. Rebecca I think knew it was gonna be her or Joe, and Joe and her really tried campaigning hard to save themselves. They made the right choice in deciding it was their best bet to attempt to get out Jess since me and Tiffani wouldn't vote for eachother, and I had already secured that Jess was solid to us 2, but the problem was we are both solid to her two and were not gonna turn on her. At least I wasn't, and I was gonna do what I could do to make sure Tiffani wouldn't either.

Honestly, Rebecca went for two reasons over Joe. The first reason is that Joe is less of a threat that Rebecca. Rebecca is more strong in her convinctions, and definately would have had an easier time if I am not mistaken in preventing me from winning immunities down the line than Joe would have. The other reason is that Rebecca I believe was tighter to Michael L. than Joe is. I think Joe slightly bought that Rebecca was trying to throw him under the bus in the event that we went to tribal council and it was gonna come down to those two. I tried to tell him, man, you're on the bottom of whatever the hell you think you got going on, and I think that he bought it ultimately. Bought? Hell it's true. I am hoping that I can keep talking to him, JUST slightly to prevent him from turning on me, and rather to have the turn happen the other way if there is gonna be a turn....would there be? Idk, but I think keeping Joe around is better, because he would be a good guy to give that ol' "yeah I am gonna try to get the crosshairs off of ya this round", when really, they're not on you, you're just a non-threat on the opposition.

But that's it for now on that. Rebecca's gone, Jess and Tiffani stuck to me...Mitch, Bill and Pete listened to me and did what was neccesary to win in case Rebecca and Joe didn't take those idols they did, and I think when we meet on the other side, things should be set up nicely.

Mitch has to be the most annoying ally I've ever had in a game. All he does is keep calling me "Brother" and trying to talk to me about how worried he is about person A, and B, and how thankful and loyal he is to me, and how we should do this and this to gain peoples trust, and what we have to look out for, and his fears and desires, and his love for whomever and whatever...It just goes on and on. Honestly...I don't even want him in the final 5 in my mind, but it may be more useful to bring him further. I totally turned down his final 2, I don't like lying like that about that, I mean...this guy is just way too much.

Chill Pill. Please.

Mitch is so priceless. I've never seen someone run around so crazily as he does. Honestly, being connected to him is probably bad for me, because he talks too much, and so irratically. I am hoping Pete and Bill are sticking with me, cause he did bring up the good point that they are playing both sides, I just gotta hope that he is sticking true to my side. He did specifically tell me he is lying to the other side, and I just don't often see someone lie to both sides, and then tell both sides they are lying to the other side, usually they will tell their one true side that they are lying to the other side, so I hope I really am the true side.

I just gotta hope that Pete and Bill see the betterment of the fact me and Mitch aren't really close as I keep trying to make obvious by my rants on how he is insane to them, and to think that me, Tiffani, Pete, Bill, Jess is a great final 5. I hope Pete didn't take Jess' CURRENT turn down of his final 3 deal badly. I hope it didn't scare him...but I think he won't think I would have been able to work Jess as well as I have which is a good part of WHY I wanted to vote Rebecca off over Joe as well. Rebecca was part of my tribe, so it isn't too crazy for Jess to vote Rebecca out, that doesn't seem MUCH like a big work over.

Funniest thing with Mitch. After running around like a lunatic, and telling me that he's securing Jess (my final 2 ally, thanks for securing Mitch, lol), I tell him in his crazy moment of craziness, look...pause. Michael L. thinks he has Donna, Joe and Pete. He just needs one more. Why not, Mitch, since you are running around telling secrets and things anyway, tell Michael L. that you will vote me out? That will fulfill the five Michael L. desires. THAT will make sure he doesn't work too hard on Bill and Jess. To which he tells me now is not the time to rock the boat? Me rock the boat? Dude you're fucking flipping the boat upside down on its ass, and I'm rocking the boat by telling you to plant one amazingly efficient lie? Come on...lmfao. Whatev.

I could go though, legitamately. I have been playing this game hard, and I'm sure that is not being overlooked. Bill and Pete could easily see how me going would be a good move, and if that's the case, that's the case. I just want Mitch to not get so crazy about it. I assure you, if I'm going, I am, if I'm not, I'm not, and Mitch cannot do anything more than be annoying, or exaccerbate the chances of me going. So I wish he would just calm down.