Thanks for not harbouring any real negative feelings towards me. It was all just a game for me.
I'm not a manipulator in real life.. and although I can admit to doing my fair share in this game... it's not like, something I constantly do, ya know? It's not like I sign on to websites and try and get people to do shit for me. I'm generally a very honest person. As Jeremy kinda already pointed out in Johnny's thread, there is nothing hard about sitting on the computer and spewing out a lie.
I dunno, I KNOW I'll never get your vote (as you stated above), but I just wanted to... clear the air between us... start over. As Michael chose to point out as well, you're not the only one that is going to have issues trusting me in different games now.
Being a lying, manipulative bitch is not the best strategy, I understand that and can obviously see the resentment I'm getting from like... the entire jury. This comment isn't exactly directed towards you... but I assume(hope) the other jurors read these comments as well. I say I'm an honest, kind person but yet I play the game NOBODY respects. As all of you pointed out, I could have played the easy game.. not lied, no blindsides.. and see what happened. Yes, I could have done that.. but if I did it would have been an incredibly boring game. Nobody else was doing the scheming... nobody else was running around, chatting it up with every angle of the house.
Think back to all the seasons of BB you watched (I guess nt you Stacie, but.. you've seen enough reality TV to... think back to something)... imagine them without the evil villains! *yawn* Will is my favourite winner of all time.. I just love him, and how he played his game. Last season, Dan... EPIC (I kinda see myself in a similar situation, facing y'all). I LOVED how these characters played their game... but above all, they made every week entertaining. You guys obviously didn't enjoy my game play.. that's fine.. but I was on the edge of my seat the entire game! If Cam and I didn't win all of those challenges, we would have be gone super fast. We were threats and the only reason we made it so far is because we worked out butt of on the challenges and continued to win them. I think if this was like.. a real BB thing... People would be bashing their heads every time I won... because they wanted to see my leave so bad. It's entertainment guys....
So, it's not like I did all this.. just to be entertaining... but it's another reason why, as guilty as I do feel for being so evil, I don't exactly regret my game play. Not a week went by that I was bored in this house, or that I 'didn't care' who won what. I had a lot of fun in this game... everything was do or die for me. FUN TIMES
ANyway, not that that's out... I'll return to my thoughts about you, Stacie. You're not the only one who spent hours on that distorted houseguest challenges... they were awful, in general. Ick! I've only been watching BB since about the 7th season (of course I had to DL the second season because of my fangirl crush on Dr. Will) but those were HARRRRRD!
Anyway, I know I ain't switching your vote and that's not my intent. Since most of you guys are just stating comments and not asking questions... since you all clearly have chosen your victor (sadly, I believe on previous relationships and not on any form of gameplay, at least that's the vibe I;m gtting) I just want to use any chance I can to make you peeps understand how much I enjoyed this game and how my being evil, isn't the end all in the game.
Hopefully we can maybe one day be friends? If I can ever build up a sense of trust for some of you. I really am I sweet, gentle Canadian chick.. I really am
I close with saying, it's just a game!