Jessica's Diary Room ~ Round 12 Conversations

Jessica Hamby wrote:

I'm working on the challenge now. I'm sure Alice didn't see it because she didn't even vote.

But I don't know if Jacob started it. I hope not.

Jason wrote:

I don't know if time is even a factor on this challenge. I'm a little more than halfway through right now.

Jessica Hamby wrote:

I don't really know either, but I'm assuming it
is at least a tie breaker, as it usually is. I hope you win, that would
be the best because then Jacob and Alice wouldn't know what the hell to
do.

Jason wrote:

That would be amazing. I hope time isn't the tie breaker because I'm sure Jacob is ahead of me.

But yeah, if one of us wins this, it'll be at least a 2-2 in votes. Not sure how it would be decided after that.

Jessica Hamby wrote:

I was under the impression that Jacob hadn't started. Shit.

Jason wrote:

*shrug* maybe he hasn't. I didn't ask him, so I don't really know.

Jessica Hamby wrote:

I actually didn't ask him either, I just didn't see his post count increasing. But maybe that's because he already finished.

Jason wrote:

Perhaps. I just finished though. So we shall see.

>in between all this Pete had posted about how it isn't about time and the tie breaker stuff<

Jessica Hamby wrote:

Well I guess we confirmed now it's not about
time, so good luck on the points! I'm almost done with mine now, so
hopefully one of us has it.

Jason wrote:

Yep yep.

I didn't want to win this challenge, I guess that's dumb, but I made sure I posted over 20 minutes late at least once. If I go because I didn't have immunity, well, whatever, but I would have had to vote Jason out if I won because I wouldn't want to piss off Jason AND Jacob. But if Jason has immunity then I can vote out Jacob and be like "Well, I felt it was me or him" or something like that. But if I vote out Jacob when Jason isn't immune then it's like "I totally dicked you, eat my dick!" of course, if Jason doesn't have immunity voting him out is saying the same thing...but I've said it to him so many times already he's full of dick, so, whatever.

After IC Results were posted.

Jessica Hamby wrote:

AWESOME! I was a little nervous when it went to a tie breaker, especially a random one, but that's too awesome.

Jason wrote:

I'm so happy! This is awesome :D

Bye bye Jacob

Jessica Hamby wrote:

I'm so excited. This is exactly what I was hoping would happen for this
round for a long time. I know you must think I'm some sort of awful
person but I really just got rid of the people lying to me in this
game, and you were never one of those people. I'm just so glad this has
all worked out.

Jason wrote:

It's just that I felt a little betrayed being out of the loop, and I
wasn't always told the truth. I mean I guess it all worked out and I'm
here at the end of the game, but it's a little unsettling when you find
out that what you thought was the truth, was actually quite the
opposite. I was SO sure that Bill was the one that flipped, and it
turned out to be you. I'm still confused as to why you flipped in the
first place, because we could have just wiped out the Forkers, but I
guess you just did what you thought was best for you.

I DO
appreciate that you have trusted me all this time, despite you taking
an altered path. I really have enjoyed working with you, so I'm glad
that we've both done well. I'm really excited to find out who you are
at the end of all this, but please don't tell me because it's fun not
knowing I wish Forks had done character accounts too, but oh well.

Jessica Hamby wrote:

I felt very unsafe in Bon Temps, especially with the way Bill was
trying to play me, but I found out about it. So when Bella came to me
to vote out Bill I was on board with that, but everyone was convinced
he had an idol and it wound up being Sam with the promise of it being
Bill next. Of course then it was going to be you, so I switched my vote
to Bella, but someone else switched their vote to not Bella. I still
don't know who that was, but I have my assumptions. After that I went
with voting out Eric (as that was my assumption) and then I voted for
Bill with you and Jacob because I thought that was best. I've been
jerked around a lot and did a lot of jerking in return.

And LOL
I won't tell you, but I'm excited to find out who you are too, don't
tell me! I was surprised that one entire tribe had Aliases and the
other entire tribe didn't. That was kind of funny.

I think I'm overplaying this hand...I guess because I'm nervous for the first time in the game about myself going rather than just plans not working out the way I want, which they always have. I always kept the pressure on so that people needed me whether they trusted me or not. This is the only time so far that someone hasn't needed me. I could be gone because of the way I played this round, but we'll see. I am hoping that my little (though false) explanation to Jason will convince him I'm not all bad and that I'm really going to vote for Jacob and so he will as well. I hope it works out.

Alternatively...here is my conversation with Jacob...

Jessica Hamby wrote:

Don't you just love when things are determined completely randomly! Ok. So, now what? Alice?

Deetster - Jacob wrote:

Yeah, I think we already know that if Jason makes it to the final 2 he
is going to get almost all the jury votes, especially with Bella hating
us cause he doesn't know who turned him in, lol.

So yeah, I
feel like we have the best chances of beating Jason in the final
immunity, and that we have the best chance winning against eachother,
so I'm down for voting Alice off.

Jessica Hamby wrote:

Ok good, I was a little worried but I trust you.
I'm sure Jason is going to vote for either me or you though, how cam we
keep it from being a tie?

Deetster - Jacob wrote:

Hope Alice self-votes? Lmfao.

Idk, I think maybe you should
convince Jason vote vote for Alice, but that likely isn't possible. I
guess the best bet would be for you to convince him to vote me, and I
convince Alice to vote you. I think getting Jason to vote Alice is
likely not gonna happen.

Jessica Hamby wrote:

I think you're right about that, and I'm sure
Alice once she sees it will be planning on voting for me anyway. So if
she votes me and Jason votes you and we both vote Alice...that very
much works.

Deetster - Jacob wrote:

Yeah, exactly, Jason voting Alice is just not plausable enough.

Jessica Hamby wrote:

And I don't know who would have enough pull with
him to even make that happen. I think you and me have both burned that
bridge, and I doubt Alice is going to convince Jason to vote for her.
LOL!!!

So I could also vote for Alice and maybe force a tie or maybe get away with it. Alice being Doug, my friend and ally, completely aside and looking at it only from a game point...voting out Alice is the worst move I or anybody could make at this point. She is final 2 gold. She could still in in final 2, because I really think they're hard to predict with a jury's emotions in play, but she's the best bet, is I think the point. So why would I ruin that?

RetreatFrmTheSun: so what are you thinking then? about voting i mean
miragad: It's rough, because I'm left with the two people I trusted most throughout the whole game, lol
miragad: I mean, it's not funny, but it's weird
RetreatFrmTheSun: yeah
RetreatFrmTheSun: it's way weird
RetreatFrmTheSun: and I don't expect you to make your decision based on like, because we are friends or whatever, that wouldn't be fair, it is a GAME and I understand that.
RetreatFrmTheSun: But I'll be voting for Jacob
RetreatFrmTheSun: so will Jason (I hope) and Jacob told me that he and I should vote for you. And you being Doug put aside, my best move is to vote out Jacob, so, that's what I'm doing.
miragad: Ugh.
RetreatFrmTheSun: you said it!
miragad: Alright, well I'm gonna do my stupid confessional

Results are going to be posted soon. I'm less nervous just because whatever happens happens and I think Alice would have told me if she was voting for me but that doesn't mean that there aren't still 2 votes for me...nor does it mean Alice actually voted.

The thing I'm most worried about right now is that Alice isn't around and I have had something come up right now so if it's me, Jason and Alice in the final immunity challenge, and if it starts in 15 minutes and is time based (Pete never said it was time based but he's only said it was time based once and it's been time based many times) then Jason is going to win it because I know Jason is hovering around to get it done first. Oh well. It would be silly and sad if the whole thing came down to not being correctly notified that it was important to be there at the very start of a challenge...but that would be kind of par for the course for this game so it fits.

We shall see if it even matters momentarily. Well. I won't. But others will!!!