Wow... I was 100% shocked that I won this. I was HONESTY shocked...
Well... since I'm the one with the power, you guys get to listen to another one of my famous rants!!! Which, over the past few weeks, you've both gotten used to.
So... This is a really hard choice for me. I know that may come as a shock but I... really have gotten close to both of yas.... and don't really want to be in this position. I just wanted t get to the finals.... and turns out I didn't need to cling to anyone to do it for me.
Jeremy, you've been 'with' me for the past few weeks and... I wouldn't be where I am if it weren't for you. Teaming up with you was one of the smartest choice I've made throughout the game. I'm 90% sure that if you were in my position right now, you'd keep Michael over me. I know you say that you think I deserve to be in the finals, but when it came to putting me up as a replacement nominee a few weeks back, or Michael, you chose me. You choose to take Michael further with you that week... and you did the same when I asked you NOT to use the PoV. I WOULD have kept you safe that week... and I think you know this. Still, I understand how it was better for you to get rid of Cam... and while I total respect the choice (smart choice)... you chose Michael over me AGAIN. I know you guys are allies and the fact that you didn't really try for this... just makes me think that you didn't wanna hurt anyone's feelings... and just because I'm paranoid, I THINK it would have been my feelings that got squished... just... based on your previous actions I truly believe that if you won this HoH, you'd be taking Michael.
I dunno... I just hold a bit of a grudge against you since you... took out my bestest ally. While I would have done the exact same to you, it doesn't make me any happier over the situation... and I would love to 'avenge' Cam right now and get rid of you... because I'm evil...
Michael, you've played the game I... kinda wished I could? Why I don't regret any of my choices since they got me to the point where I wanted to be, I wish I could have played as clean a game as you. In fact, I think you've managed to play the best game in the house.
I wanted you out for WEEKS and it was the one thing I couldn't do. It was so annoying. Aligning yourself with Jeremy... but not being open with it was a good choice.. and you managed to win where it counted... and survived a long time with the biggest target on your back. I don't even think you made any enemies. Whether you wanted to admit it or not, you didn't sit back and do nothing.
As I said before, I'm not afraid to beg... as you clearly saw. Everything I said to you, I meant. I truly do respect your game and think you're an awesome guy. Both of you.. I genuinely like both of yas and hope to work with you again in the future. When I told you I'd take you if I happened to win... it was just me... talking. I was willing to say anything to get you to take me over Jeremy... and everything I told you was true, minus the fact of me actually winning and taking you.
Anyway, with all that being said.... I feel I need to keep my word to my only 'real' alliance in the house. I've said and done a lot of things... but I figure if I'm ever going to keep my word, it may as well be now.
With the SADDEST heart EVER, I vote to evict Michael.